Friday, June 15, 2007

It is very tiring to keep waiting. Especially for something that you know, deep down, wouldn't come. But you continue to live in self-delusion, trying to convince yourself of what's otherwise a very obvious reality.

I only wanted one. ):

writing at 11:34 PM

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Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Getting an offer to study Psychology at University of Manchester is really really enticing. New life, new experiences, new friends. It'd be a refreshing change after 10 years of the choking local system.

In other news, we're already halfway through 2007! I think I've chalked up a fair bit of experience at working life. Having to worry about expenses, how to get through each month, is tough work. I'm not sure I'm ready for that just yet. And I swear my brain is either shrinking or deteriorating due to the paucity of brain cell stimulating activities. Monotony certainly accelerates the process. Other than simple arithmetic(addition and subtraction!), I have totally zero memory of Complex Numbers, Macluarin's Theorem whatsoever. It's like a virus which completely entirely wiped out everything. It all seems like a vague memory now, those horrid stuff.

I forgot how to think.

writing at 10:05 PM

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