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Wednesday, October 19, 2005

Results for promotional exams were better than block tests, definitely. I don't ask for a lot, I just hope I can get to keep all 4 subjects and get promoted. Which is what I got! And I'm more than happy already because after the disgusting block test result, I thought I wasn't destined for passes. Maybe God meant that as a wake up call for me to start pulling up my socks. And I'm especially proud of my GP results! Though it may not be considered fantastic, I think it warrants some cause for celebration because I think its not bad wor.

Y'know sometimes I think I'm too easily contented. Which is not too good. Because I'd probably be stuck at this standard forever if I don't start setting higher goals.

Anyways, today was horrible. Given any other day I'd have loved the rainy weather but today, the overcast sky only added more gloom to the already worsening day. Here I have to apologise to my PW mates for my itchy fingers for clicking the mouse so fast I forgot where I saved the stupid written report... And making everyone stay back to redo it. Sorry. :( Thank you guys for helping each other out though. Especially Yuqin's optimism and Candice's calmness, which shocked me because I was almost on the verge of going mad pulling my hair out in frustration knowing that all that hard work is down the drain...

So, after the frustrating incident, I went to the rehab center to visit my Ah Ma just now. She's recuperating there now after the incident. And it sure was heartbreaking to see her cry, because after spending my entire childhood being taken care of by her, she always struck me as a very strongheaded and tough Ah Ma. That's why the least thing I expected to see were her tears. I guess my mom is right, even the strongest person gets worn down and weary sometimes. And that's also why I was quite surprised to feel my throat constricting and my vision blurring all of a sudden. The probability of losing a loved one has never struck me so real before... up till now. I really pray to God that He'll be able to touch her heart, in His time. And to you, I'm praying for your popo too.

I think I'm thinking too much?


writing at 9:42 PM

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