Friday, October 14, 2005

I think the worst of the worstest worse feeling in the world is the feeling of constipation. You can just sit in the toilet flipping through the same Newsweek magazine for an entire hour with no harvest. You push with such force until your veins are on the verge of popping and your face turns red, and even when every single muscle fibre is strained to dispel the rubbish, nothing happens. Can you imagine the frustration. Finally, with no hope/light in sight, you are forced to give up, much as you'd like to continue the battle, the heart is willing but the flesh is weak. This feeling totally sucks lah.

Ok, rubbish aside, I bring the unfortunate news that I am still as humji as ever. But hey this is the 21st century right! Girls don't always have to be the waiting party right? But then hor... I'm a conservative girl at heart leh. But then again, my friend said you gotta work for your own keep.. Aiyaaaa...! Indecisiveness is never a part of my nature leh!

Some things I wished I did. Some things I wish I didn't.

Just another fantasy. But a fantasy so much like reality. Bleah.

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I am the kettle. 'Cause I spout. Get it? Cause I pout. Hahahaha. Okay lame.

writing at 9:12 PM

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