Monday, July 05, 2004

heys everybody go check this out: www.wholivesnearme.com
quite a cool website.

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anyways i realised i've been super duper pessimistic the past few days, or maybe the past month. i realised i kept questioning and complainin about why others get to live life the way they want it, but i can't. like how this person has everyth so easily and freely but i hafta work my butt off but still remain stagnant.

so many things i work hard for, but in the end come to naught.

a friend then told me that God has other plans for me. and even though it goes against the way i wanna it to be, His plans are always the best plans. well this reminded me of the bible verse:

"For I know the plans I have for you," declares the Lord, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
-Jeremiah 29:11-

how true. i donno how to properly put it down in words, but whenever i face the thunderstorms and hurricanes of life, i find that under God's hiding place i feel the safest and most secure. everytime i turn to God, whether to read the bible or in prayer, i find the things of the world really dim in significance in comparison to Him. i am always reminded by the fact that what really really matters is what is to come, not what is now happening.

hehh i doubt ppl can actually make sense of what i'm saying now, but just wanna say that i really don't regret knowing God, the solid Rock of my life.

writing at 8:42 PM

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