Tuesday, June 08, 2004

i realise how retarded my prev post sounded, nevertheless i still think a domestic fish is quite fortunate, but nothing beats being a human lah.

well guess what, i went to the newly renovated Jurong East Regional Library today. they have an ENTIRE floor of fiction books, and i spent the whole day there. a whole entire day at the library. i surprise myself sometimes.

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anyways, recently i've found out a very very very significant fact about life: it's unfair. i've never felt so strongly about it before.

but u know what i also realised that i can sit down here and complain and grumble and begrudge the whole day but it won't change one bit.

so i've decided to get a life and stop all the complaining and grumbling and begrudging. y'know this makes me think of a scenario of climbing a mountain. i can sit at the foot of the mountain and complain of how hard it is to get to the other side, but i'll never be able to get there if i sat and complained all day. But then if i stood up and did a little climbing, i may get to the other side, and who knows, maybe on the way up the mountain i may get to see a little rainbow.

so no matter how difficult it's gonna be, i'm gonna try to come to terms to it.

i can i shall and i will.

writing at 9:51 PM

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