Saturday, April 17, 2004
'Trying is the first step towards failure'. i read this quote somewhere.. think its by homer simpson. it was the first thing that came to my mind when i was informed of the selection trials. i had such a bad experience last year i hv doubts abt doing it all over again this year. true, it widened my horizon and like the chinese saying: see the world. but it also showed me the dark and scary side of it all.
waaaah i donno what to do what to think what decision to make shld i go or shld i skip it i wanna go becus i know i'd regret it if i don go i don wanna go becus i'm afraid of failure afraid it'd be like last year afraid what homer simpson said is true.
coward. i just hate that word.
writing at 9:14 PM