Friday, April 23, 2004

sometimes, its very hurting to know that my parents go all the way out to support my brother, but for me, its otherwise. sometimes, when they know that my brother has a match at night, they will rush down to support him, even though its all the way at toa payoh or woodlands. okay la maybe its becus he's playin for some national table tennis organisation, or mayb becus their extra support is to prove that their financial support of his fees at SSS(sports sch) is not all for nothing.

yah no doubt they sometimes will ask occassional questions like: "so how did u all win?" but there's a finality to this type of question. This type of question is what i call the "yes-no" question, as in, the answers can only be either a yes or a no. So most of the time i'll just answer accordingly, thus the conversation ends. sometimes i wonder if maybe this is their way of showing support for me, but i can't help but think abt the support for my brother.

i mean, he didnt ask them to go down for his matches, but they went all the same. i didnt ask them to support my matches, and they didnt.

just makes me wonder lah.

writing at 5:45 PM

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