Friday, April 09, 2004

i was just having my blog-checking-out session jus now, and i can't help but notice the negativity.. I read 3 blogs by 3 diff ppl jus now, and I've realised everybody has their own diff sets of problems to face. And i also realised that, altho ppl keep a generally OKAY kinda exterior, we will never know abt their interior(as in nei xin shi jie). When i see them everyday, they can be jolly and be smilin and laughin at nothin at all, but in actual fact they're jus coverin up the hurt inside.

I've heard stories abt how people can be 2 diff persons. How they can actually cover up their real self with another personality (like how one person can be a caring friend but in actual fact is a psyco-path; how a person can be tellin jokes and laughin but deep down inside they're cryin). But i never knew how REAL it was.

This is completely out of point, but sometimes it scares me to think that a caring friend could actually be psycopathic in nature.

Well, i can't deny the fact that i'm like that also lah. As in, I also have different types of masks and costumes to cover up the real person in hiding too (sometimes).

Anyways, just wanna say somethin to u ppl out there.. If you think ur alone, that nobody cares, you are wrong. You are sooo wrong. :)

writing at 11:26 PM

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